anxiety

I’m not sure if I’m the only one, but this week break from rush has really been putting me on edge. Social interactions with strangers give me anxiety as I’m generally pretty timid, and not to be blunt but the anxiety is only heightened when I know someone is judging me as I speak to them. I’m really excited at the prospect of joining a sorority, and I like all of the houses I am left with, but I keep thinking about pref in the back of my mind and it’s giving me anxiety dreams. I’m freaking out because I had to make a hard decision cutting houses down to 2, and now I’m having loads of self doubt about which ones I’ll be invited back to, especially with the posts online. Really, I’m a bit discouraged that the community isn’t as supportive as I imagined.