rushing as a sophomore

It's fine to rush as a sophomore, plenty do. But, you hopefully you have grown up a little and will be either more composed or more realistic about the process. Don't bring it up at all! No one is going to remember that you rushed before. When you say you "didn't get a bid" do you mean to every single house? Or you "didn't get a bid" to the houses you thought you wanted. That is a big difference. If it is the latter, you gotta get over that and realize there are great women in every single chapter. If you literally got a bid from no one, maybe you were just nervous.